Ever notice how sleep never comes when you need it?

So I'm still up because it's like 2000 degrees in my bedroom and my lovely sleeping husband still wants to cuddle me. lol. Today was basically an all around good day. We went to the beach for about 3 hours and had fun. I needed to have some time with him. I have a mysterious "Y" shaped tan line on my back. haha.. It was definitely nice to finally feel like we're getting our pre-Marines relationship back. Everything has been so strained these last 2 years trying to carry on two completely seperate lives and nurture a marriage at the same time, but now we're getting back into it again.

=D

Other than that, not a whole lot has happened around here. I stubbed my toe and ripped my nail off and it hurts like hell. Of course, Nick thinks its funny. He's such a bully. I bit the inside of my lip somehow too and now thats super sore. Apparently I'm a klutz.

Well time to mess around online for a bit and maybe do my dishes before I finally go to sleep.

Ughh..

Well, I've only had this thing less than a week, but I'm gonna have to do a rant. Its Easter, and I'm away from my family for the first time on a holiday, but its not really getting to me that bad. What IS getting to me is that my husband does nothing but play his game, sleep, want to have sex, and then mess around on websites for his game. This is not what I married him for, and I don't know if I can seriously deal with it any longer. We set up a time limit on how long he can be on daily, but when its not convenient for him, he just stays on and doesn't care that it hurts me. He's getting ready to go to the field for 5 days again, and I want to spend some kind of time with him, but right now, he would rather play on a website about his game. He has about 2 weeks to come to his senses on his own, or I'm gonna make him choose between me or the game. I know it might sound childish, but I'm sick of being invisible until its convenient for him. Somedays he wont even get off the game to eat dinner with me. I HATE WoW! I have to do something drastic or I'm gonna lose my mind on him. I can't take this anymore.

I'm totally new on this

.. but learn by doing, right?

My life has been pretty much amazing since I've moved here. I miss everyone back home, but I love all my new friends out here and especially that I am finally living with my husband. Its a HUGE change, and it's been a little more challenging than we originally thought it would be, but I wouldn't change it for the world. Its so nice to get a big kiss and a hug at the end of the day instead of maybe a phone call or an IM.

I'm getting ready to grow some plants for something to do around the house while he's gone. I'm actually kind of excited about it. I'm trying to do anything I can to make this place feel more like "mine." Everything is so white and impersonal right now. It kind of drives me nuts.

Hopefully, I will soon make some more friends out here. I'm supposed to be meeting someone new tomorrow and I'm kinda excited about it. I'm pretty much an extrovert, and I love to have people to hang out with, even if we're not doing anything. I would prefer to have people over all day everyday and be bored, than be by myself and have something to do.

Well I think this is all I have so far.. If my blog sucks, tell me.. haha